When I fly solo, I fly so high.

This quote couldn't describe me more accurately; who knows if this is really true. maybe i've just trained myself to believe it, because i don't think that i deserve or can mentally handle emotional intimacy. generally speaking, i'm just best at the physical intimacy, because it's safer- sure they may see all of me, but they can't see into me. they don't know that i'm flawed; that i cut; that i cry. it's easier to just be mine, than to give myself over to another soul; another beating heart; another pair of staring eyes.